Verse 5

It pops in and out like a jack in the box
Entrance and exits, it signified
Because indifference is worse than loathing
I got rid of you instead


---Deleting you from my YM list---

5 rounds and a Tequila

My mind is not working well right now. After sleeping the whole afternoon i still feel intoxicated...weak. This is all because of last night's happening. It was Ritchu's going away party...and his rule was that his guests would drink cocktails and only cocktails! Wootwoot!!! After a Sunrise and a Screwdriver, i was still sober...so i waited for my White Russian to do the deed. Before my drink got there, my cuzin's friends joined us and he re-introduced me to one of the girls in the group, whom we all knew was gay ---just my luck! hahaha.

When it did get there, i downed the Russian and started dancing away before everyone else did...well that's because Mitch was there...a dancing partner u can always count on, because when he's around,he makes you look less crazy! LOL

Thirst got to me after jumping to ska and reggae so i had one more Sunrise. Dancing and frequent trips to the bathrrom can be very exhasuting, so Marguerita please! But it had to wait, since i had to make another bathroom break. By the time i got back, the floor was packed with reggae-lovin' people. But where's my Marguerita?!!! Before i could freak out, Aiken was kind enough to get it for me (thanx dear). As i started steppin to the beat again, all of a sudden my last X was beside me! What the hell, "Let's dance"! But alas, like our previous relationship, i was dissatisfied. Hmmm who could i possibly dance with in my drunken stuppor? I know... my cuzin's lesbian friend!

And so she became my dancin' partner for the night. To make things more exciting, her X was also there.. nyahahahaha. Before the night ended, we still had one more drink..all of us had a shot of tequila...that really put the cherry on top! We love you Jose Cuervo!

Now with enough tequila in my system, I had to have her close again...my body was tellin' me so. And we danced...'till the band stopped playing and the people around us dispersed...we were still locked on each other. Then she says she had to go to the bathroom...i offered to go along with her. ;-) If not for last night, i would never have thought that a cubicle could do wonders! hahahahaha We were unmindful of the the long queue that was forming outside. Why should we? Well i just hope she enjoyed me as much as i enjoyed her.

Cheers to Ritchu! And to all the fun people in Hayahay last night! And you, honey, i hope to see again. Positive vibration ya'll!!!

Ladies in Waiting

She has you for a day or two
She has the remaining five
She's baffled 'coz you're dozy
She knows exactly why

She indulges you with her nearness
She satiates like a song
She always comes home to you
She makes you feel at home

She is a woman, that's what you saw
She is an enigma, leaves you in awe
It is what it is, 'coz in your life
I wonder who's the mistress? Who's the wife?

Saved

Last night was one of those nights where I almost succumbed to the subtle cruelty that solitude sometimes brings. The pressure, the silence... just too much!!! I felt suffocated...irritated...agitated....!!! I felt ultra negative vibes emanating from God knows where!!! Since I was under the assumption that my midnight mate was busy, I decided to tell my dear friend "Famous" a.k.a "Brokie" about it. When i thought I was gonna cry my self to sleep to escape all the torment, she called, thus I poured my heart out to her. I know i must have sounded irrational...but somehow after I cried like a baby (or was it more like a cow Brokie? hehehe) i felt better. I guess i just have to admit that i can't take things in isolation all the time...and that I am just grateful for people who actually give a shit about my erratic personality.

Thanx Brokie!!! You're the hero of the night...DARNA!!! hahahahahaha mwah!

Verse 4

Spirits high
Just the thing that I needed.
Dance with me!
We'll have a blast, I mean it.




----In the Company of Friends----

Verse 3

I am the pillar
And I think it's time for you to fall


----An Epiphany----

Verse 2

Constantly nurtured, somehow.
More passionate than ever.
Will it end?
Perhaps never.

----A Lover's Devotion---